8 Kasım 2010 Pazartesi

Johnny&Mary

     Johnny's always running around, trying to find certainty.
He needs all the world to confirm, that he aint lonely
Mary counts walls, knows he tires easily
Johnny thinks the world would be right, if it would buy, truth from him.
Mary says he changes his mind, more than a woman.
But she made her bed, even when the chance was slim.
Johnny says he's willing to learn, when he decides, he's a fool.
Johnny say's he'll live any where, when he earns time to.
Mary combs her hair, says she should be use to it.
Mary always hedges her bets, she never knows, what to think.
She says that he still acts, like he's being discovered.
Scared that he'll get caught, without a second thought
Johnny feels he's wasting his breath, trying to talk, sense to her
Mary says he's lacking a real, sense of proportion
So she combs her hair, knows he tires easily
Johnny's always running around, trying to find certainty.
He needs all the world to confirm, that he aint lonely
Mary counts walls, says she should be use to it


     luv it sing it tape it....

30 Ekim 2010 Cumartesi

evet iyi bildin

evet iyi bildin... herzaman yorganı çektiğim gibi duvara yada yere yapışan telefona gülüp geçen ben az önce sinirden ağlayacak kıvama gelebildiysem birşeyler ters gidiyordur.. evet güven bana.

Black Eyed
I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Bordelining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss

I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home

I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Bordeline bipolar
Forever biting on your nuts

I was never grateful
That's why I spent my days alone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home
Broken home

Black-eyed, black-eyed
Black-eyed, black-eyed
Black-eyed, black-eyed
Black-eyed, black-eyed

I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderlining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss

I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home
Broken home

Black-eyed, black-eyed
Black-eyed, black-eyed
Black-eyed, black-eyed
Black-eyed, black-eyed
Broken home
Black-eyed
Broken home
Black-eyed
Broken home
Black-eyed
Broken home
Black-eyed

9 Ekim 2010 Cumartesi

gece insanları

eğer derslere devam etmek dışında ek olarak biryerlerde çalışmaya başlamazsam sanırım gece yaşayan insanlardan biri olmaya adayım... ne nasıl ne zaman nerede olucak merak ediyorum. sabahı merak ediyorum yağmurlu ve puslu mu olucak yine... kendimi merak ediyorum belirsizliklerimle başbaşa mı olucam tüm o zaman boyunca... tekrar kafein nikotin yükleme seanslarına mı sarılcam... yine beğenmeyip herşeyi baştan mı alıcam..


ve yine sevdiklerim sevmediklerim yanımda......


.....anlamsız başa dönüşler yorgun ilerleyişler doğurmakta..

esotsm

Change your heart
Look around you
Change your heart
It will astound you
I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

Change your heart
Look around you
Change your heart
Will astound you
I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

6 Ekim 2010 Çarşamba

hayat.

hayata renk katan;
dinlenecek müzikler..
izlenecek filmler..
okunacak kitaplar..


yaşanmaya değer kılan ama hepsinin ötesinde bir insanın bir insanı umursaması yaşamaya devam ettiren bizleri.. anne, baba, kardeş... sevgili yada bir arkadaş... öğretmenimiz kimi zaman ya da yüzünü bile görmeden konuştuğumuz kimseler...


umursamasak burda olmazdık..
sevmesek umursamazdık. (:

4 Ekim 2010 Pazartesi

aşk...

aşkta şerefde onurda haysiyetde yoktur
yalınlık vardır.
ya hep ya hiçtir.
unutma.